Disappointed after a plant had died realizing I had watered it to much. “Why did I water this plant so much?” Asking the Lord.
Immediately this came to my mind….Plants need time without water…dryness is good.
I knew Personally this meant….stop watering so much- slow down texting or calling those I Loved so much- Let them go to grow. Plants need time without water – so do people.
Why? would I keep Watering a plant over and over again-
Why? was I constantly calling or texting ???? deep deep inside something kept pressing me- fear, SCARED OF LOOSING PEOPLE IN MY LIFE- although it looks on the surface its about people. Ultimately came down to not trusting God. Unknowingly we don’t realize any form of abuse , trauma or failures from others are PLACED ON GOD and His character is falsified -falsely accused- and our soul shifts everything in our hearts from the smallest of choices to the largest.
To be honest- over waterING THIS PLANT…… was just the tip of the ice burg….. SO connected to EVERYTHING !
MY JOURNEY IS AND WILL BE….learning to TRUST MY FATHER’S GOOD HEART….It takes time exposing lies and Removing boulders – cutting through vines choking out the Fathers love. REPLANTING HIS GOOD HEART in the soul of my heart…..SLOWLY Experiencing His love As Truth/Light is brought into the shattered places-
Jeremiah 31;3 “I have loved you with an everlasting love…. “